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To Keep Your Thoughts Alone

by Or Astronauts.

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1.
Wooly Hat 04:09
I’ve got this feeling in my bones they are cold and angry. frustrated with me i’ve got this feeling in my home. it is dark and quiet it. but never silent. so underneath my wooly hat are eyes that cry, don’t come back I’ve got this feeling that we will part. fuck the last 3 years. give myself a new start. i’ve got this feeling in my legs steadfast in the dirt. they know it will hurt., so underneath my wooly hat. are eyes that cry don’t come back My legs are teething at this cusp. She said i’ll make you stay, we’ll be okay.
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Evergreen 03:15
I found you alone I know your hands are cold you take me up a hill my days are ruled my guilt Its core is your ring Its cold in the rain My thumb above a stone your eye's under the glow a rush of blood to chill (to an icy chill) my days are ruled by guilt Its core is your ring Its cold in the rain (at times like this i hate to see, the darkness in an evergreen. Your daughters grown to never see, the history behind these trees) I found you alone I know your hands are cold Its core is your ring, Its cold in the rain
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The Witches 04:24
yes i believe, in a silver lit tree where i can finally hear you and you can finally see there’s cold air in the night the sky’s filled with orange light this wooden bridge is ours wont this silence last for hours may we always stay in bounds. she said won’t you try to spin me round these lights embrace the bough my eye’s wont ever look down. this bus has left me blue my skin green and bruised im scared to look out the window out to fields our lungs will never know may we always stay in bounds. she said my eyes are going down rest your head upon my crown i wont ever make a sound her red fingers crossed with mine my knees were growing weaker she cast a spell of comfort for me, but my thoughts still left me shaky. there’s gold in this hill that we cant climb but i think i’ve found my fortune catch this sense in a photograph and loose it to a future.
4.
Bones 04:29
there’s blood on the bathroom floor, its been drying there for days when were you gonna tell me, its been falling off your face where will you go, now your eyes don’t work I’ve never called my mother before my voice begins to shake she's heard all about my problems but doesn't know what to say where will you go, now your eyes don’t work how will you leave, now your legs won't leap the wall was breaking down will flowers now pave the street I’ll walk by them in the early morning they’ll be cleared at end of the week where will you go, now your eyes won't work how will you leave now your legs won't leap how will you cry, now your voice won’t sing where will you go now your eyes wont work my bones are just, as cold as yours but for now mine are still alive your hair has changed, with frost and pain but i;ll never forget why
5.
Fibres 03:36
i know, the scent of countless perfumes. they're latched onto fibres, in your room i see, the colour of your paintings hiding from something, at your wake. and you’re bones were scarred, like headlights on a deer i won’t forget who you are, even now you’ve disappeared. i hoped, your call would be written, my silence was biting, in the cold. you leapt, the weight of your troubles, collided with rubble. i was late. if you’d let me in, i could let you go
6.
By The Spar 03:53
My legs shake over green A Devil declares It’s too late for me I’ll find you by the spar you Pull me under don’t you know you cast this thorn is the one that hurts me this rose is the one that holds me it holds me up, up into the colours of your room I can’t keep this back with grace I can’t keep this back with grace It holds me down, down into the dread that fills my lungs I don’t ever see your face I don’t ever see your face and now we’re twenty three My devil’s dizzy you might hear from me the dull of january and your hands are shining you reach out to me your words are the ones that haunt me your voice is the one that brings me it brings me back, back into the darkness of your room. now i wish we never met, now i wish we never met brings me up, up into the coldness of the world I don’t wanna let you go, I don’t wanna let you go. you said you need had this before from there i scratched my finger on the thorn
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Lobotomise 04:44
cover me in coal. and burn me in the cove seven years of dead end lows, to find that this is where id go. why did you walk me home? to keep your thoughts alone can’t you hear me in the dark, tell me how to find your home i’ll self lobotomise, to see behind my eyes, in the years that i wasted time, i never had to realise that so while you’re up there, you can throw me down the stairs. i’ll hit the bottom of the hourglass, and drown in my own lost hair all the while you’ll laugh at me, and be glad to see the back of me, when you climb your mountainside, i won’t let myself repine i’ll, self lobotomise, to see behind my eyes, doesn't matter how hard i try i’ll never get to realise I never lied to you. why did i always tell you the truth? what have you done to me? don’t leave to itch from your teeth.
9.
Pale Blue 03:33
we all know, which way to go it is you that is lost. we all know, these footprints in the snow lead to you that is lost. now we’re all lost. in snow and frost you didn’t have run, you didn’t have to hide and i’m scared for you. running cold and pale blue. climbing frozen tree trunks. hiding from the right words. hanging from a tree staring into me why couldn't i see you were never mine to keep and i am so afraid. you’ve been missing now for days. and the dogs have found a trace, as i remember this place.
10.
you will find me in the corner of the fields around my house and i’ll find you in carpark of the school thats by yours you find me in the phone call your mother made to you and you’ll find me in the darkness that surrounds me I'm alone alone. what if i died here?

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released April 17, 2019

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